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Good ol' Max Peck
Hey guys, just to set the scene.. i'm currently doing Advanced Higher Maths at School, which is the highest level of Maths you can do at School in the UK (Higher than A Level Maths), it involves stuff like Complex Numbers, Three dimensional Vectors, Calculus (Differential Equations, complex differentiation and integration), y'know all that jazz. I'm also doing Advanced Higher Physics and Advanced Higher Graphics. My Maths exam is on Wednesday.
I find the Maths itself easy to do.. but... I just can't bring myself to learn the course, I need Maths for my University course.. but i'd rather just sit about and drink some beers and play guitar.. but then all this guilt builds up, I stop procrastinating, I open my books, I hit a block, then I start worrying about wether or not I have a problem, then I just sit like that for a few hours and keep thinking ''I better do this, I better do this, I better do this.''
I had a few good nights the other night, but today... much of the same, I tried to be a ''sponge'' today (Took my inspiration from Gene Kranz's description of Shuttle Astronauts) and soak up as much as possible, but I seem to be failing any test I sit. the only reason I do fail is because I can't remember how to do a particular question, or I never bothered looking it up and learning it. If I know something, i'll do it well.
I really need some help and advice guys
I find the Maths itself easy to do.. but... I just can't bring myself to learn the course, I need Maths for my University course.. but i'd rather just sit about and drink some beers and play guitar.. but then all this guilt builds up, I stop procrastinating, I open my books, I hit a block, then I start worrying about wether or not I have a problem, then I just sit like that for a few hours and keep thinking ''I better do this, I better do this, I better do this.''
I had a few good nights the other night, but today... much of the same, I tried to be a ''sponge'' today (Took my inspiration from Gene Kranz's description of Shuttle Astronauts) and soak up as much as possible, but I seem to be failing any test I sit. the only reason I do fail is because I can't remember how to do a particular question, or I never bothered looking it up and learning it. If I know something, i'll do it well.
I really need some help and advice guys
